My very first day in my college as a lecturer was quite impressive even to me as it was a day to practice my theories on those little booming young minds (or at least I thought so). I was happy to have people whom I liked in front of me whom I thought would be the samples for the upcoming generation. I got it right when my first motivational speech have impressed many to form their lines in the career.
I always believed there are no actual learners or actual professionals in this world. But it lies with people who act smart with it. I even had a co-worker with me who knows a least but acted smart to earn more than me. Being a practical trainer it is this smartness I wanted to pull out from each of my student. That was why I called them "I don't see any learners here but only professionals". There was thousands of meanings in those words. It was a clear act of motivation pulling out the soul of action right from their deep minds. I felt it worked out.
But the first six months were not so surprising as I was not so aware of some dark sides of the student psychology. I am the person who admits always every person in him is always unique in any of one attribute. So I always treat people according to their aspects. I think I cultivated a meritorious understanding between myself and them. But when months passed by I started understanding there is a poison spill a midst their minds which is going to ruin out everything. The spill which made them stay away from me and to talk that I am away from the. But in last everything happened as they liked it.
On the eve of my every birthday at 11.30PM I always write something about my past one year. In the birthday eve of 2009, I wrote it like this "I am very happy to have this current coming year as I have the young people in front of me as I expected. I always liked to make a change in this world. I am sure this time I would make it"
It was my years long dream to have some fellow people in a right action plan.
But after my birthday everything turned out in a different way. I remember my words on the birthday which quoted "Everything Changes in the world except the word Change. We must be prepared for any change"
My act of teaching what I felt as good to the society, to the current young minds triggered out a change in my students. They started turning against me. I know youngsters hate morals. But is it not keeping a Man in good shape. Because I lived like that. I won't say I am not having flaws. But I always try to rectify it. I taught them what I suffered in my life and what they should not get.
I also remember a student pointing out "Lead Kindly Alight, amidst the encircling gloom" Is it not the act I done for those people. I understood what is the reason for their gloom and tried to alight them with true world knowledge. When I pointed out their mistakes, When I pointed out their fall backs, When I pointed out how a model youngster has to be, they called me demotivating with the same tongue which called me the motivator.
What was my fault actually?
I just expected them to be examples to the next generation. Would not that be a history than becoming a technology professional, being one among thousands and die insane?
Any Silly Idiot who calls himself a professional can teach or demonstrate technology. Is that the motivation for every youngster? But something which I taught for development of self and society along with technology could never or ever be from everybody's mouth which becomes de-motivation.
Still Trying to Distinguish.
I always believed there are no actual learners or actual professionals in this world. But it lies with people who act smart with it. I even had a co-worker with me who knows a least but acted smart to earn more than me. Being a practical trainer it is this smartness I wanted to pull out from each of my student. That was why I called them "I don't see any learners here but only professionals". There was thousands of meanings in those words. It was a clear act of motivation pulling out the soul of action right from their deep minds. I felt it worked out.
But the first six months were not so surprising as I was not so aware of some dark sides of the student psychology. I am the person who admits always every person in him is always unique in any of one attribute. So I always treat people according to their aspects. I think I cultivated a meritorious understanding between myself and them. But when months passed by I started understanding there is a poison spill a midst their minds which is going to ruin out everything. The spill which made them stay away from me and to talk that I am away from the. But in last everything happened as they liked it.
On the eve of my every birthday at 11.30PM I always write something about my past one year. In the birthday eve of 2009, I wrote it like this "I am very happy to have this current coming year as I have the young people in front of me as I expected. I always liked to make a change in this world. I am sure this time I would make it"
It was my years long dream to have some fellow people in a right action plan.
But after my birthday everything turned out in a different way. I remember my words on the birthday which quoted "Everything Changes in the world except the word Change. We must be prepared for any change"
My act of teaching what I felt as good to the society, to the current young minds triggered out a change in my students. They started turning against me. I know youngsters hate morals. But is it not keeping a Man in good shape. Because I lived like that. I won't say I am not having flaws. But I always try to rectify it. I taught them what I suffered in my life and what they should not get.
I also remember a student pointing out "Lead Kindly Alight, amidst the encircling gloom" Is it not the act I done for those people. I understood what is the reason for their gloom and tried to alight them with true world knowledge. When I pointed out their mistakes, When I pointed out their fall backs, When I pointed out how a model youngster has to be, they called me demotivating with the same tongue which called me the motivator.
What was my fault actually?
I just expected them to be examples to the next generation. Would not that be a history than becoming a technology professional, being one among thousands and die insane?
Any Silly Idiot who calls himself a professional can teach or demonstrate technology. Is that the motivation for every youngster? But something which I taught for development of self and society along with technology could never or ever be from everybody's mouth which becomes de-motivation.
Still Trying to Distinguish.
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