Corporate Hypocrisy

I do wonder people at how they are maintaining their relationships, especially at work. There is this one world of fun and enjoyment where everything about humanity is forgotten and having pleasure alone is taken into account. The world which needs the printed cash as an identity card as well as visiting card opens doors to all anomalies. The young generation lured by this demon called “Money”, grasps it and paint their life with this temporary colour. Mostly I think they forget the reality, that these are only momentary. They also forget this will not last long and troubles the whole humanity. They forget that each and every silly problem with humans is because of not knowing what is and just fill the empty dull space with this life thriving fun and enjoyment activities.

I am not talking as a fundamentalist here, but this is deep a problem so deep in itself which is not understood by the young working people. But on other side these people show themselves as the most powerful “Energy” ever for the causes which are dead already. I bet with the invent of online relationships and online anomalies almost the value for real human relationships are dead. There is an ever growing culture of violence and discrimination. It is so sad that even American President is pushed to say “There is a rise of a Weapon Culture”. But no one is understanding how this is formed. Increased number of human relationship breakage – No proper parent-children relationship, no proper husband-wife relationship, no proper friendship and everything rises out of one self centered selfishness only.

Every husband wants her wife to be genuine and vice versa, but the people who have to enter into work environment are introduced to various other people, where they are forced to share lot of things which one is supposed to limit to one person. It all starts with indefinite talks. But there are thousands of reasons to justify them. “My family is like that”, “The whole world is like that”, “It is work place na we have to interact” and blah, blah, blah.

Your World and My World - Awaiting the day when an observer becomes the observed

Recent happenings in my day to day life revolving around a radical inner change in human beings, I feel is decelerating gradually. I wonder why humans always want to live in a state of confusion, fear, violence and anxiety. I can always see whichever direction I turn, all people, everyone is living with a kind of conflict, a kind of mental tension, problem in love and relationships, state of confusion in what they do, lack of clarity in their focus. To clearly say no one knows what to focus and how. The question of whether the life has any focus at all peeps into the mind. The mind which has focus - say a long term goal is bred with fear and with no freedom.

I can see a kind of relationship troubles these demonic technological advancements have brought in to the society. We talk about the troubles of other countries, we talk about the culture of other countries as evil - though without questioning is it at all, we talk about other people - justify, condemn with all our past images about these all culture, tradition etc., When an organization, a church or a scripture says, then we follow it blindly. But no one knows what it does mean actually in its truest sense. We talk about the troubles of other people. We watch the crime shown in a movie, as a crime shown in a movie but not a real world depiction. The usage of mobile phones and other gadgets and the privacy part of them and the crisis they bring in to the human relationships - ahh yes then we don't understand the relationships in their truest sense even. But we always will, and always want to talk about others.

Is it not the time to realize that these troubles are not that which belong to the other world outside, it is in our world. Does that not mean these troubles are for ourselves who are observing the world as something outside forgetting that we are the part of this evil demonic world.

Mostly when people talk to me, when they hurt me, when events leave a scar on me, when people really don't understand me on what I am saying clearly, when all things hurt me even when I try hard to bring in this radical change for the sake of this whole society - there is one word I have for this world - "If one don't realize the troubles of his own, what chaos he is bringing in this society, then there won't be the life of peace, prosperity, happiness and harmony - if we don't get this radical change always my world and your world will differ"

For Whom do we Mourn...???

I am really deeply hollow in my mind with the death of that girl. Heavy in my mind, now my real question is "FOR WHOM DO WE MOURN?" Is it for that girl, or for other ones who are dying by mind and body day by day.

YOUNGSTERS NO ANYONE DESPITE OF THEIR AGE DON'T WANT TO DO SOMETHING FRUITFUL IN LIFE.

The demon called "Lust/Sex" is bounded them. Earlier there will be inhibitions while boys and girls talk about these things. In recent days, even for asking a copy of pornographic film to male friends girls don't hesitate. Fathers and Brothers sexually assaulting their daughter and sisters is in row. This is the dawn of the dusk. The darkness started prevailing all over. When are we going to understand we are the reason for this. No one rule or one political control is going to control this.We are not knowing one or other day it is going to ruin ourselves.

Now I can understand why Jesus said to everybody "REPENT FROM YOUR OWN SINS", is that not I am calling as Fundamental Change?

It's not just my view....Everybody says it....

We need a Fundamental Change.....

Analyzing a series of questions which pondered around my mind after the "Delhi" Gang-rape case, again I got the answer, that as humans - a social animal, we need a fundamental change to move away from our animal instincts. We have to stop playing the blame game - he is doing/she is doing wrong. Every silly individual has his own part in this, including myself. Lets change fundamentally - else our future generation will be at stake. It is all about how we love our parents - a happy family. This won't be there if we don't act today. Youngsters need to take action. Getting Fun with girls is not the actual life, there is lot more. Think about what I say yourself and it is all in your hands to live in a peaceful world.

Sex is not the only problem. All lustrous activities. But this one is gigantic. FUN IS ALL UPTO WE ENJOY THAT BEAUTY. WHEN IT DETERIORATES. think about the truth.....

I have spoken about this current issue only. But there is much more.....

Truly I knew it that they will deny me......

At times when I use to think about my past years and the people I lost, I can remember about people whom I strongly believed, trusted. Even I had people who said to me "I will be with you forever. You are showing good path to me", "I will come with you wherever you go". I am not saying I am a big prophet or Son of Man - Christ. But when I am used to these sentences, especially from the beloved people whom I really believed like anything. The persons whom I thought will carry messages which the almighty wants to pass through me, I really heard real stories of "BETRAYAL", they are betraying me. "I never knew that man", "He is one great Humbug", the last few days also was something like that.

I use to spend hours and hours with people whom I will think God has sent for my help and in turn I am helping them with all what I had. Every man is not perfect including myself. God will help me guide them in the right path. But one or other day I will loose them from my sight. Later I will be hearing something like "They spoke against me" or betrayed with some wrong condemnation  on me.

I use to think of these scenes. Once I also had 12 people with me. I am not the great savior again. But I talk about the similarities which heal my mind. Later they flew when I had a trouble. Again betrayal stories - from the ones who said "Sir, we will take this venture to the highest level", "Anna we have to do this in a more quality"

Recently one separation of a young man, from me, some one like that of Peter who said the words I said above just reminded the following

Dear Jesus I strongly hold your word "Amen - Truly I say to you this night, before the rooster crows, you will deny me three times"

It is not just him. It is almost everyone whom I had. Strange world, Strange people.

Always One has to sacrifice to remind about the change the Damn Society needs

 SEX IS ONLY BETTER AND WILL BE SO INTIMATE AND REAL PLEASURE IF YOU HAVE IT WITH YOUR LIFE PARTNER.

The society needs an incident like that of in "Delhi", the brutal violence done for a poor girl. The protests are burning like an intensified fire spreading all over the nation. All is good. But my real stupid maybe sometimes, do we always need an incident like this to know about the change we need.

For what damn *** purpose we are protesting without even knowing that the change has to start from ourselves. Psychologically every human despite of the age is lured to the demon of SEX, through

• Media and Movies
• Social Media Networks
• Pornography Websites/Movies
• Private chats/Easy Mobile Access
• Increased Dating Culture adopted from Western Countries

All have the easy access to all these things nowadays. It cannot be controlled by a government. I dont mean to be Conservative. But of real freedom.

Scene 1:

A woman is talking so freely to her set of male friends. Somewhere around 8 o clock in the night.
What they talk is all about romance and movies.

Scene  2:

A would be couple may be or we can call lovers, are busy with their intimate acts in a beach shore

Blessed be the World, who exploited me

It was too late when I realized that only "THIS SELFISH WORLD" has separated me from my loving ones for its own utter selfishness. A Tamil saying says "Theethum Nanrum Pirar Thara Vaaraa" - Good and Bad doesn't come from anyone else than one self.

I put that into my mind and had a deep inquiry about those verses. Yes, I am the reason for my losses, coz I have not recognized the world as it is. I believed, trusted blindly anybody.

My bitter experiences keeps me away from everything in this world, except I am so happy that the almighty is with me.

Blessed be the World, who exploited me intentionally......

SHAME ON US - REAL INDEPENDENT INDIA - ??????? SO EMBARASSING

This is making my heart feel so heavy...The open something culture, spreading among youngsters never makes them think even about their safety. Spread of inappropriate contents on media, social media and everywhere in the society without fundamental something, a craze and booze on westernization among youngsters is creating a big trouble in the Land of Great Culture and Civilization. SHAME ON US. This is not just for that girl, it can happen to any... What to say?

We need a fundamental change... in all aspects... What are we going to do with the goons. Can't anybody travel even in buses...?

What do I long for? Friends or Foe?

None to share my real thoughts. No real friends. No real people. This may be an intimidate statement. I remember once I was so friendly, but soon when I realized everybody used me and none of them is true from their heart, when my best friend (as I called him) left without no traces - everyone said "it is what in you have made everybody to move away". Life's strange games.

Moved with some social networks like facebook, and how people communicate with each other, I know I am a stranger in this world. Left alone. Somebody once said me "When no one is there, then feel that GOD is there for you". Verbally it sounds good but in its actuals.

My life is moving on...no one to appreciate my actions - right from my parents, family and friends (if somebody is there). I long for something which I missed in my life while seeing the social networks and at least happy friends - boys, girls.

I am a silly human. I know the losses are because I never lived an appropriate life which is suitable to my age.

All I long for is few people to whom I can talk, live my life to its extent. But never happened and think will never happen. Lonely and heavy hearted. My life will be an example for at least somebody telling what to do and what not.

I often think do I have to move away from these people connecting Social Networks, one or other day, I may. Knowing that only THE ALMIGHTY IS THERE FOR ME.

No one Shall tell you the "Truth" unless "You" hear it..

Rather understanding him fully in his truest sense, we often feel that only attending Holy masses will help us be a part of His Flesh. There is a deep underlying "Truth" in that words, which priests even don't know in its truest sense. Because theology is considered as a course of certification. Bible Study needs Classes. Bible becomes a "Study" subject. Who made it? The real reason? We blindly study everything, without inquiring it. Without seeking it?

My experiments with life continues. My seeking too. I have learnt to be alone in life. When I read J.Krishnamurti about Loneliness and Being Alone as both mere intelligent, different terms, I can really absorb the essence of these words. I remember a day three years past I wrote in my journal "Nothing or Nobody belongs to me, and I don't belong to anything or anybody". 

My intricate thought patterns and a kind of seeking in life always lead to something which amuses or irritates many. "Truth" do irritates always. I can see people who are deceiving themselves, deceiving others, deceiving the Supreme Father without even seeking what is called "Truth". In my life experiences I learn't "Truth" is not a thing which can be sought out roaming somewhere else, here and there. You cannot find peace unless or otherwise if you find it in yourself. It is already there, one has to be silent to listen to it. When I understood the deep meaning of these words, I realized what exactly JESUS CHRIST mentioned the term

"Ask. You will be Answered. Seek. You will Get. Knock. The Door will be Opened"

"No One shall tell ye what is "Truth" unless Ye shall hear it"

Deep words to be understood deeply. Truth is everlasting. If one realizes it, then one can live happily and harmoniously with Christ what he termed as "PEACE".

Rather understanding him fully in his truest sense, we often feel that only attending Holy masses will help us be a part of His Flesh. There is a deep underlying "Truth" in that words, which priests even don't know in its truest sense. Because theology is considered as a course of certification. Bible Study needs Classes. Bible becomes a "Study" subject. Who made it? The real reason? We blindly study everything, without inquiring it. Without seeking it?

I can confirm this with many questions fired at me, one session being an example. There was this person who is so pious will never miss a holy mass, a prayer session, a novena. A Catholic Christian. We were discussing something about spirituality. I was comparing everything about the whole humanity and the diversity which is caused by the religious thoughts.

At one point he questioned me,"You are talking about Supreme Consciousness as Eternal Father. You don't follow the church principles, but you represent yourself as  True follower of the "Word". You Admire Christ. But if you don't follow the rituals or sacraments you cannot be part of his Flesh and Blood. Can you?"

I promptly questioned back,

Masked Menace - The controversies of the Social Outlook

Long time after I am posting again. Days and months of no sleep, heavy work has slowed down my physiological and psychological aspects in my health. Slow thinking, loss in stamina, increased numbness in both the limbs, eating heavily my resources day by day. I understand the clock is ticking fast. I have to run little bit faster, but need a little bit rest too. Adrenaline is confused with my thought patterns.

It was when I heard from an Ayurvedic Physician at Kerala that it could take another 2 years for 40% betterment from my physical pains, I refused the treatments. I said I already learnt to live with pain. Now I am little bit organized, know what to do at what time. Hours of Heavy prayers and Meditation, with Yoga, constant touch with Nature, Skywatch my pastime everything heals, my mental agonies. I started putting full stops to my expectations and disappointments. A state of Everything in Nothing, Nothing in Everything.

When I talk about this reality, many call me I am living in darkness. My keen answer questioning them, "Can you deny the Fact that you face this particular "Thing" now", "Can you deny the Truth?"

I have come across a lot of situations someone saying,"You must not be open or act innocent in this society, your value will go", "You must act as what you are in certain situations", 'You must be a roman when you are in rome" etc., Whatever may be the fact my only one question is "Can you deny the Truth?"

The Fundamental Change

One man can stop drinking only if he understands fundamentally it causes lots of trouble to his and others life. No Pope, No government, a parade or a Hunger strike can change the inner attitude of a human being.

Life is at its own will. Uncertainty can be seen all through my day's fragments. Pain and hurt pricks my mind like anything. One side a remarkable accomplishment. A pride in doing what others said or at least thought that I can't do. Another side deep downside losses. Humans. Even after lot of inquiries, changes one thing I cannot understand is the structure of Human Mind and the Society.

If I am going to talk about something at which this society applauds with pleasure, then I am called successful. But at the same time if I do or say something which is currently needed or relevant to the society or at least a single human, to solve the current chaos or crisis among themselves, then I am called the ODD ONE. Recent happenings in my life is something like that.

I don't like anybody to call me “Enlightened”, because as such nothing is there. Light is already there, but as humans we deny the light and live in darkness. Most of us are living as deceivers not true at all, at least to one's own self. We are seeking orders from other humans – yes humans. We follow humans and not the bare naked truth. We need a leader whatever it is and wherever it is, let it be religion, a nation or a simple church. We have not realised how true are they the seekers of the “Truth”.

One bare truth one cannot deny is “No control can change the human life”. One can talk about the change, one can expect change but these all are not in their actuals and we expect from others. A pope or a religious leader and his orders cannot change the inner mind.

One man can stop drinking only if he understands fundamentally it causes lots of trouble to his and others life. No Pope, No government, a parade or a Hunger strike can change the inner attitude of a human being. No religious government, No political government can change unless or otherwise it tries to find out the root cause of the problem deep inside each and every single human mind and uproot it.

If I cannot change, then others won't, if others won't then society won't. But we are afraid of this fundamental change as this would keep us odd. Sometimes society keeps us away by naming something superior or inferior from itself.

Who is ready to tie the bells for this CAT?

Educational Institutions Educate us to ACT.....

What I bother is... There is no Education for the Actual Fundamental Change in Life.. All Education and Educational Institutes are Fake..Educationalists are Fake..

If Not so.. We talk about Endangered Species.. conserving nature..Get medals.. awards etc., but have we really achieved what is called conservation.. have we conserved it actually....?????

ALL EDUCATION AND EDUCATIONAL INSTITUTIONS TEACH US TO ACT AS MERE ACTORS IN STAGE.. AS THEMSELVES THEY ARE ACTUALLY...

they ever cannot make a human.....rather than machines.. and those who are behind it deserve nothing in universal laws to talk about it...

Beauty is not in the Skin or Muscles... What Else to Say.. no Words....!!!

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Presenting My Second Print Book - You are that Miracle

I wanted to release this in this Friend's Day, What I wanted to talk to a friend, a youngster, whose potential if  recognized will work out miracles. Friendship an outbound relationship is only having that power to criticize and appreciate his friends actions with proper rights.  I did it in this.

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Once again somebody reminded me of Life's Uncertainty

One of my first ever supporter in my social activities, When I started this first ever club for nature conservation and registered it as a Non - Governmental Organisation, he was there. He said, " Whatever we do, we will do together". Years passed by, he is not even 32, my same age, suddenly died in a road accident, once again reminding me of the life's uncertainty. Good gracious, let his soul rest in peace. I had very countable number of friends. Here is another in your hands. Let him be with you. I have little more duty my father, please excuse me. Will be with you soon!!!

Is there anybody in this world who can cast the first stone...???

Edited and Compiled Bible, knowing not where the sources are from exactly, being said only scholars can read the original Hebraic Bible, What they preach, What they do? Jesus Christ when he entered Jerusalem, he saw people selling animals etc., for sacrifice in the synagogue campus, for the first time he gets angry and lashes out all the shops and vendors saying "This is my father's place, don't make it a market"

A victim myself, a true follower of Christ (not what the world calls Christianity), a sinner though, I have seen all these rubbishes in the so called conservative christian college. What do they conserve? the secret ditching reputation for maintaining the business or something else.

"Paapam Cheyyathavar Kalleriyatte"

What do the Organizations do? What do the Youth Clubs do, when everything is unethical or immoral in this world? Who the hell is there to cast the first stone? Can this control or hideous actions of this world's best religious authority bring what Jesus called "Peace".. only when we shake hands in the holy(?!) mass verbally..huh.. strange world my father.. 

Call it The Breathing Gap.....

A day before once again I was occupied with a heavy breathing suffocation, some physiological discomfort leaving my nostrils closed, no in and out oxygen, trying to breath heavily but no way. Having nobody around me to help, I thought its going to be the end. My heart pounced and raced as if I was driving a McLaren. 

Real Question my mind asked was, if this is going to be your last few minutes, what will you do. I was helpless. I wanted to talk with my beloved ones. I wanted to hear voices. I wanted to eat my favorite chicken dishes. I wanted to make sure the venture I have started once again to be in the right place. I wanted to make sure my "Angelo" will create history. Lots and Lots. Heavy and heavy, my fingers running fast in my touchscreen mobile. Yes I know I'm dying here. For the first time in my life I'm praying, "elongate my life little bit more, I have some duties to do, I have to fulfill my promises".

But what if it was an end? I'm going through it. Many people often think, let us do it in the future. I will fix up my broken relationship tomorrow. I will achieve one or other day. I will earn money and abundant wealth soon. 

I will... I will.. I will... WHO NEEDS THIS I WILL FOR I KNOW ONLY I'M LIVING NOW. IF HUMANS REALLY UNDERSTAND THIS ONE, THOUGH HOPE OF LIVING TOMORROW IS THERE REMAINING ONLY AS HOPE, A PROBABILITY, REALITY IS I'M LIVING NOW. I WILL IS ONLY A DREAM AN ILLUSION, CANNOT ALWAYS BE A REALITY.

On realization of this one, there will be true fruitful life with fruitful relationships. But ever in this world of devils hands its not going to happen. Many like me have to die with agony. 

THE TIME I GOT TO WRITE THIS I CAN CALL THE BREATHING GAP. Hell with this life of vanity....!!!!