Long time after I am posting again. Days and months of no sleep, heavy work has slowed down my physiological and psychological aspects in my health. Slow thinking, loss in stamina, increased numbness in both the limbs, eating heavily my resources day by day. I understand the clock is ticking fast. I have to run little bit faster, but need a little bit rest too. Adrenaline is confused with my thought patterns.
It was when I heard from an Ayurvedic Physician at Kerala that it could take another 2 years for 40% betterment from my physical pains, I refused the treatments. I said I already learnt to live with pain. Now I am little bit organized, know what to do at what time. Hours of Heavy prayers and Meditation, with Yoga, constant touch with Nature, Skywatch my pastime everything heals, my mental agonies. I started putting full stops to my expectations and disappointments. A state of Everything in Nothing, Nothing in Everything.
When I talk about this reality, many call me I am living in darkness. My keen answer questioning them, "Can you deny the Fact that you face this particular "Thing" now", "Can you deny the Truth?"
I have come across a lot of situations someone saying,"You must not be open or act innocent in this society, your value will go", "You must act as what you are in certain situations", 'You must be a roman when you are in rome" etc., Whatever may be the fact my only one question is "Can you deny the Truth?"
It is all about the society's controversial outlook. Everyone is afraid whether any new step will be against the current social construct. We hesitate to reconstruct. Modern society teaches us to act. It begins with an individual called "Me". I am acting to hide myself from my faults. It is because no one should find me, but I am faulty as known to my inner self. When it starts from me, it spreads as a plague. Everyone is hideous. Everyone pretends they know the truth, but in reality they don't. Many have this mental plague. But when the plague is physical, you can't hide it as it is physical, will show up one or other day. Now I do say, even the matters which are hidden, in which we pretended mentally, hidden from something will show up one day.
The problem of this masking is not with the individual, but with the already civilized society. Civilization teaches this thing. Parents teaches this thing. Teachers teaches this thing. You must pretend. Society calls this "SOCIAL SMARTNESS", this would be better only for the current living. But the cosmic law says that it would be broken soon. One side society talks about the morality in all aspects through religion, rules, government etc., A way of Power, Authority and Strength. This ties up the outer physical mind, but the silly human mind is securing everything in the inner mind ready to explode at anytime. The outburst every time is worst causing an uptilt in the society. The outcome can be seen with the flamboyant developments in the "immoral" happenings due to the technological advancements in the society.
Whatever is happening - We will put a mask, hide ourselves and play "Clean hands" in front of the society. All disguises have to be worn out one day.
It was when I heard from an Ayurvedic Physician at Kerala that it could take another 2 years for 40% betterment from my physical pains, I refused the treatments. I said I already learnt to live with pain. Now I am little bit organized, know what to do at what time. Hours of Heavy prayers and Meditation, with Yoga, constant touch with Nature, Skywatch my pastime everything heals, my mental agonies. I started putting full stops to my expectations and disappointments. A state of Everything in Nothing, Nothing in Everything.
When I talk about this reality, many call me I am living in darkness. My keen answer questioning them, "Can you deny the Fact that you face this particular "Thing" now", "Can you deny the Truth?"
I have come across a lot of situations someone saying,"You must not be open or act innocent in this society, your value will go", "You must act as what you are in certain situations", 'You must be a roman when you are in rome" etc., Whatever may be the fact my only one question is "Can you deny the Truth?"
It is all about the society's controversial outlook. Everyone is afraid whether any new step will be against the current social construct. We hesitate to reconstruct. Modern society teaches us to act. It begins with an individual called "Me". I am acting to hide myself from my faults. It is because no one should find me, but I am faulty as known to my inner self. When it starts from me, it spreads as a plague. Everyone is hideous. Everyone pretends they know the truth, but in reality they don't. Many have this mental plague. But when the plague is physical, you can't hide it as it is physical, will show up one or other day. Now I do say, even the matters which are hidden, in which we pretended mentally, hidden from something will show up one day.
The problem of this masking is not with the individual, but with the already civilized society. Civilization teaches this thing. Parents teaches this thing. Teachers teaches this thing. You must pretend. Society calls this "SOCIAL SMARTNESS", this would be better only for the current living. But the cosmic law says that it would be broken soon. One side society talks about the morality in all aspects through religion, rules, government etc., A way of Power, Authority and Strength. This ties up the outer physical mind, but the silly human mind is securing everything in the inner mind ready to explode at anytime. The outburst every time is worst causing an uptilt in the society. The outcome can be seen with the flamboyant developments in the "immoral" happenings due to the technological advancements in the society.
Whatever is happening - We will put a mask, hide ourselves and play "Clean hands" in front of the society. All disguises have to be worn out one day.
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