At times when I use to think about my past years and the people I lost, I can remember about people whom I strongly believed, trusted. Even I had people who said to me "I will be with you forever. You are showing good path to me", "I will come with you wherever you go". I am not saying I am a big prophet or Son of Man - Christ. But when I am used to these sentences, especially from the beloved people whom I really believed like anything. The persons whom I thought will carry messages which the almighty wants to pass through me, I really heard real stories of "BETRAYAL", they are betraying me. "I never knew that man", "He is one great Humbug", the last few days also was something like that.
I use to spend hours and hours with people whom I will think God has sent for my help and in turn I am helping them with all what I had. Every man is not perfect including myself. God will help me guide them in the right path. But one or other day I will loose them from my sight. Later I will be hearing something like "They spoke against me" or betrayed with some wrong condemnation on me.
I use to think of these scenes. Once I also had 12 people with me. I am not the great savior again. But I talk about the similarities which heal my mind. Later they flew when I had a trouble. Again betrayal stories - from the ones who said "Sir, we will take this venture to the highest level", "Anna we have to do this in a more quality"
Recently one separation of a young man, from me, some one like that of Peter who said the words I said above just reminded the following
Dear Jesus I strongly hold your word "Amen - Truly I say to you this night, before the rooster crows, you will deny me three times"
It is not just him. It is almost everyone whom I had. Strange world, Strange people.
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