For Whom do we Mourn...???

I am really deeply hollow in my mind with the death of that girl. Heavy in my mind, now my real question is "FOR WHOM DO WE MOURN?" Is it for that girl, or for other ones who are dying by mind and body day by day.

YOUNGSTERS NO ANYONE DESPITE OF THEIR AGE DON'T WANT TO DO SOMETHING FRUITFUL IN LIFE.

The demon called "Lust/Sex" is bounded them. Earlier there will be inhibitions while boys and girls talk about these things. In recent days, even for asking a copy of pornographic film to male friends girls don't hesitate. Fathers and Brothers sexually assaulting their daughter and sisters is in row. This is the dawn of the dusk. The darkness started prevailing all over. When are we going to understand we are the reason for this. No one rule or one political control is going to control this.We are not knowing one or other day it is going to ruin ourselves.

Now I can understand why Jesus said to everybody "REPENT FROM YOUR OWN SINS", is that not I am calling as Fundamental Change?

It's not just my view....Everybody says it....

We need a Fundamental Change.....

Analyzing a series of questions which pondered around my mind after the "Delhi" Gang-rape case, again I got the answer, that as humans - a social animal, we need a fundamental change to move away from our animal instincts. We have to stop playing the blame game - he is doing/she is doing wrong. Every silly individual has his own part in this, including myself. Lets change fundamentally - else our future generation will be at stake. It is all about how we love our parents - a happy family. This won't be there if we don't act today. Youngsters need to take action. Getting Fun with girls is not the actual life, there is lot more. Think about what I say yourself and it is all in your hands to live in a peaceful world.

Sex is not the only problem. All lustrous activities. But this one is gigantic. FUN IS ALL UPTO WE ENJOY THAT BEAUTY. WHEN IT DETERIORATES. think about the truth.....

I have spoken about this current issue only. But there is much more.....

Truly I knew it that they will deny me......

At times when I use to think about my past years and the people I lost, I can remember about people whom I strongly believed, trusted. Even I had people who said to me "I will be with you forever. You are showing good path to me", "I will come with you wherever you go". I am not saying I am a big prophet or Son of Man - Christ. But when I am used to these sentences, especially from the beloved people whom I really believed like anything. The persons whom I thought will carry messages which the almighty wants to pass through me, I really heard real stories of "BETRAYAL", they are betraying me. "I never knew that man", "He is one great Humbug", the last few days also was something like that.

I use to spend hours and hours with people whom I will think God has sent for my help and in turn I am helping them with all what I had. Every man is not perfect including myself. God will help me guide them in the right path. But one or other day I will loose them from my sight. Later I will be hearing something like "They spoke against me" or betrayed with some wrong condemnation  on me.

I use to think of these scenes. Once I also had 12 people with me. I am not the great savior again. But I talk about the similarities which heal my mind. Later they flew when I had a trouble. Again betrayal stories - from the ones who said "Sir, we will take this venture to the highest level", "Anna we have to do this in a more quality"

Recently one separation of a young man, from me, some one like that of Peter who said the words I said above just reminded the following

Dear Jesus I strongly hold your word "Amen - Truly I say to you this night, before the rooster crows, you will deny me three times"

It is not just him. It is almost everyone whom I had. Strange world, Strange people.

Always One has to sacrifice to remind about the change the Damn Society needs

 SEX IS ONLY BETTER AND WILL BE SO INTIMATE AND REAL PLEASURE IF YOU HAVE IT WITH YOUR LIFE PARTNER.

The society needs an incident like that of in "Delhi", the brutal violence done for a poor girl. The protests are burning like an intensified fire spreading all over the nation. All is good. But my real stupid maybe sometimes, do we always need an incident like this to know about the change we need.

For what damn *** purpose we are protesting without even knowing that the change has to start from ourselves. Psychologically every human despite of the age is lured to the demon of SEX, through

• Media and Movies
• Social Media Networks
• Pornography Websites/Movies
• Private chats/Easy Mobile Access
• Increased Dating Culture adopted from Western Countries

All have the easy access to all these things nowadays. It cannot be controlled by a government. I dont mean to be Conservative. But of real freedom.

Scene 1:

A woman is talking so freely to her set of male friends. Somewhere around 8 o clock in the night.
What they talk is all about romance and movies.

Scene  2:

A would be couple may be or we can call lovers, are busy with their intimate acts in a beach shore

Blessed be the World, who exploited me

It was too late when I realized that only "THIS SELFISH WORLD" has separated me from my loving ones for its own utter selfishness. A Tamil saying says "Theethum Nanrum Pirar Thara Vaaraa" - Good and Bad doesn't come from anyone else than one self.

I put that into my mind and had a deep inquiry about those verses. Yes, I am the reason for my losses, coz I have not recognized the world as it is. I believed, trusted blindly anybody.

My bitter experiences keeps me away from everything in this world, except I am so happy that the almighty is with me.

Blessed be the World, who exploited me intentionally......

SHAME ON US - REAL INDEPENDENT INDIA - ??????? SO EMBARASSING

This is making my heart feel so heavy...The open something culture, spreading among youngsters never makes them think even about their safety. Spread of inappropriate contents on media, social media and everywhere in the society without fundamental something, a craze and booze on westernization among youngsters is creating a big trouble in the Land of Great Culture and Civilization. SHAME ON US. This is not just for that girl, it can happen to any... What to say?

We need a fundamental change... in all aspects... What are we going to do with the goons. Can't anybody travel even in buses...?

What do I long for? Friends or Foe?

None to share my real thoughts. No real friends. No real people. This may be an intimidate statement. I remember once I was so friendly, but soon when I realized everybody used me and none of them is true from their heart, when my best friend (as I called him) left without no traces - everyone said "it is what in you have made everybody to move away". Life's strange games.

Moved with some social networks like facebook, and how people communicate with each other, I know I am a stranger in this world. Left alone. Somebody once said me "When no one is there, then feel that GOD is there for you". Verbally it sounds good but in its actuals.

My life is moving on...no one to appreciate my actions - right from my parents, family and friends (if somebody is there). I long for something which I missed in my life while seeing the social networks and at least happy friends - boys, girls.

I am a silly human. I know the losses are because I never lived an appropriate life which is suitable to my age.

All I long for is few people to whom I can talk, live my life to its extent. But never happened and think will never happen. Lonely and heavy hearted. My life will be an example for at least somebody telling what to do and what not.

I often think do I have to move away from these people connecting Social Networks, one or other day, I may. Knowing that only THE ALMIGHTY IS THERE FOR ME.