Am I a Pessimist or Optimist?

It was some rainy day in Kochi, lunch time at our college. I was having my Lunch with one of my student. We used to talk a lot during these lunch intervals. In one point of such talk he stressed a word “Sir, how you maintain to be more positive always, we are gaining strength from you”, I just smiled and said “ignorable dark sides will be there for everything and we can ignore it so that we concentrate more on lighter sides which will keep us healthy always. That is the secret of optimism”.

Days changed another rainy day in Chennai, my student turned team member in my office commented “Sir there is always some negative energy over here and we were not able to do anything properly,” I smiled then and said, “When you cannot accept the challenging burdens of reality you will feel the negative. That is impacting your workspace”.

Analyzing Scene No.1

I used to push my students always by saying positive things and how they have to achieve in this world. They don’t have any barriers neither do I.

Analyzing Scene No. 2

I used to push my student turned team members by saying positive things and how they have to achieve in this world plus feeding them with reality of life. I indicated them the direction of Morals. That time they had the barriers like settling their career and I had the financial barriers.

Realities of life often change the same scenario into a different one. When I realized the potential of youngsters as a tremendous power I always liked them and wanted them to be the changing power of the World . I always used to think of them as an exploding power which can be used to achieve greater heights.

But when I really understood that tremendous power is misused for unnecessary things immorally then I wanted to feed them with real scenes of life which in turn created an impact that I am negative. Youngsters always don’t like advices. They must be let in their own ways. Is that what we want? No it is actually a positive power used for destructive purpose. This is why youngsters are used more in Terrorism. More than terrorism another cancer attacks a youngster that is the improper sexual interest. The activities of lust. When I understood this I always wanted to divert them into real moral aspects.

If one or two among ten does something wrong then we can say that is an ignorable dark side. But if more than 50% does wrong is it really an ignorable dark side. This is what the step I have taken. I wanted at least ten to be correct in their aspects. But I failed. They failed me actually. Still their power stands more. But how come if I indicate what is wrong in their side, then I am a pessimist?

Once again quoting “Only Ignorable Dark sides can be ignored to be positive, but a cancer cannot be ignored in the same way and say we are optimistic”

Guru Devo Bhava...

Isnt it what we learn't from the Young age onwards. But i wonder if any youngster follows this currently. Pity to all teachers. Though I was not a perfect teacher when I was a Lecturer, I kept myself neat and tidy to do my level best to teach them something purposefully. Sometimes I teach moral aspects a youngster should develop these days. But unfortunately I was hated for the same. I know youth nowadays hate Morals. I can recall a youngsters T-Shirt with the word "Rucking Fules" on it. Guess it what. When I taught morals and cosmic rules to my students they made me feel embarassed by hating me, hating my classes and by black marking me as unworthy. They felt it was not a technology class what they were mean't to learn. I was of course an animation professional. But my question is Whatever length the technology grows, your birth is from the mother's womb only, birth path is the same for everybody. You cannot change Nature's rules.

Just Searching what my Social Media Options are

Nowadays there is a Mantra for everybody to Live that is SNS or Social Media. Many are not getting sleep if they can't log in to their services that day. Its becoming a kind of addiction.

I am also finding my way of Social Media Marketing - ie., Marketing Myself..not for anything else.Let me see if I can gain anything constructively or what..

Who and What I was and Who and What Am I?

Days and years are rolling on. I still remember the last winter when I was not able to bear anything mentally as the team I have selected to work with is completely working against me. It was a rare winter which I spent mostly without sleep. Plans and workouts to make my dream bigger and flawlessly presented to the world community. I was so keen in presenting myself as someone who have some kind of talents and also the same with the team members. I called it a family. But I was not so aware that my that family would be a broken family.

My preparations sored, My plans broke out and I was left alone helpless. It is human nature to put the blame on others. I don't want to be such human. Even when others cast their burden of blames on me I realized my fault too. But it was too late. I lost my team, dream etc.,

Months of hospitalization flew very fastly without any marks as were my past also. I was a person who dreamt of making history always. But I was not able to get hold of my path of success. Sometimes the wind will blow on my side and sometimes against me. This time also was the same. Mentally and ironically I was ill. I am still ill. I was not able to figure out what exactly a type of creature I was. An individual striving hard to succeed in his life casting out all his talents or a disguise of a person who can make other individuals to succeed in their life.

But in one fine morning the people around me proved I am not fit for the second category. But still my individual self is there. What I wanted to do in my Life I must do. I still remember my terrific days in ICU where I used to get consciousness only for few minutes. Whenever I get consciousness my mind will run the show of my past life. Once again I will be in a dizzy world.

A man who saw his death so close but not yet dead. This was all me. I understand this all happened only for one reason. I wanted to live a life which all men cannot live. A life of morality, A life which can be shed as an example to others. But I was crucified with the same aspects. I was blackmarked as immoral. I was condemned for what I have not done. This is where some human think if god can speak means he can utter the truth. I felt in the same way.

But all was over. I am healing back from illness. But for what. I guess it is the only chance I got to prove myself. To show myself that I am worth than any other fellow being. Yes I have been created and regenerated for this purpose only. I am going to do something that is at HIS WILL.

IT WILL BE DONE ON EARTH.

My thoughts are meaningless

Years after I understood the way world sees me is really different. I am finding a medium to express myself. Think this one would do better. Let's See

AVR